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Into the darkness
I’m running away
I’m falling forever
I can’t seem to stay
awake as I feel
alive as I am
the darkness remains
the shadows of man
I may be free
but others unknown
trapped in a world
they all call it home
home is a place
that’s safe with their locks
possibility lies
outside of the box.

I cant believe I ever fell for you
you’re a cold-hearted bitch
you and your evil ways
the deviousness
the selfish games
you’ll get yours
it all comes back around
the horns are poking through
they’ll see how you really are
fake and false
empty shell of a human being
carefully disguised to look otherwise

Shes not the woman you think she is
her horns are starting to show
i fell hard and it hurt
but the lessons learned were my gain

To tell the truth
I am hiding something
I bet you know what it is
You’ve known it but denied it
And inside me that denial lived.
Afraid of what the truth might bring
To your troubled mind
I’m hiding still the truth behind the story of my life.
There is no escaping
The walls are caving in
I am feeling smaller
Take my life away
My energy your source of power
Me I lost it, weak
You take it from me, strong
There is no give and take
I cannot live on
Not like this anyway
I find happiness
Not in your world
A place of my own
I take a different path
You tried to lead me down
To a place everyone goes
I don’t want to go there
It’s not where I belong
My shape does not conform
My shape is not befitting to you
And this bothers me not

Love is what everyone wants
What everyone needs
But we must give love
In order to receive.

Lost in a world you don’t want to see
Too much pain and sorrow
Your shadow lingers too closely
a monster in the darkness
not human not real
Close your eyes
Avoid the possibilities
It goes away with time
Haunting your thoughts in sleep
You don’t listen
You hear another voice
Safe it sounds
Inviting and narrow
You can see the other end
There now, turn around
Disappointment and regret.

Break away
from all your fears
break away
the end is near
break away
you’ll soon be there
find a way
to fight your fear

My words my tears
Unspoken fears
I’ve said it now
What’s left to show
What’s in my heart
I’d fall apart
Without you in
My life of sin
That’s what they say
But pure as day
Is how I feel
And how so real
My heart explodes
Emotions flow
In and out
Without a doubt
My happiness
I call it bliss
I can’t compare
I want to stare
Into your eyes
Full of surprise
You touch my soul
So beautiful
You are inside
I want to slide
Into your arms
I’m feeling warm
Please hold me tight
All through the night
And don’t let go
Your Scorpio
I fear the cold
But I am bold
I would survive
With just my pride
But why when I
Could fly so high
Our wings so strong
They form a bond
Our souls compressed
I am impressed
With all you are
A shining star
Bright in the night
I’ve got it right
This time for sure
I can assure
I crave your touch
I miss you much
To leave your side
Is hard I’ve tried
The moments pass
Oh much too fast
Each day is gone
And night through dawn
I lay with you
The moments few
But unsurpassed
For any chance
I get to spend
With my girlfriend
Is priceless time
And so sublime
Don’t let me go
I love you so
Sometimes it hurts
Too much for words
I feel so weak
I cannot speak
I look at you
My dream come true
So full of love
Fits like a glove
My love so true
Your eyes of blue
Just melt my heart
Set you apart
From all the world
My special girl

You took my soul away.
Chewed it up, swallowed it, spit it out
Regurgitated mush now more like your own.

You just can’t have it any other way.
Not like me, just like you, emptiness gone?
All you want is to not feel alone.

I took my soul back today
Beaten and bruised
It’s still my own.

Disconnected as I feel
I’ll find myself again
Dive down inside and search it out.

…

Feeling lost in a place of unfamiliarity.
A place that should be comforting.
Still deeper I go
Into the depths of my soul.

Scared of what creeps around
Jumps out, grabs me, and never lets me go.
Only my fears of the unknown.
Purpose only to bind my soul.

But fears fade as awareness awakens.
Not lost but found, my soul I’ve taken.
Mine not yours, I hold it near,
I stay in tune, I have no fear!

I’ve found something more-
More to me than I knew.
More to life than I thought possible
Now in someone new.

I’ve never felt so overwhelmed,
Full of life, intoxicated by the world.
Everything has new meaning-
New purpose for being.

It all comes from a place where you fear.
No recognition of these tears.
So continue to live this muted life
Half asleep or half awake.

Lost without knowing where to look-
Try to read me, I’m an open book.
Just look inside and you’ll see
More meaning to everything.

I want to know if you feel what I feel
My heart burns when I am near you
Words spoken or unspoken we hear each other
My words never seem good enough
I want to say them but I don’t
I feel them so deeply I cant spit them out

I want to know if you see what I see
In us together
A match made forever
A solid connection
This is perfection

I want to know if you feel what I feel
This feeling so strong
Never be gone
The burning within
Your soul is my twin

I want to know if this is true love
My feelings so strong
I couldn’t live on
without you by my side
without you i would die

I want to know do you still feel the same
as the first day we met
or when I made you so wet
Making love to you
Is all I want to do

I don’t know what you think of me
but I know right now what I want to be
I’m going down…
down in me
I’m going down
down too deep
Is there nothing I can do to show you
what it means to be me
what it means to be free
can you feel what I feel
I don’t need you to
but I want you to know
I still feel you
the pain of not knowing
the fear of me throwing-
-it all away
it’s enough to wonder why
enough to give me more insight
on living with an open mind
you’re giving me a reason why
I strive to keep from being blind
but now I’m on the outside
looking into your world
it’s too perfect for me
living in a non-existent reality
just ain’t the way things used to be
not anymore
I’m feeling torn

How does one know they are falling in love?
Does it feel like you’re floating so high up above
The stars and the moon and the sun in the sky?
Or maybe it feels like if you tried you could fly!

I feel like I’m floating or flying for sure
I’m feeling this feeling and it feels so pure
I don’t know what this means but Ill go with the flow.
Have I really been shot by cupid’s arrow?

Falling and flying such opposite terms
Yet similar the feelings that each can affirm.
To fall is to fly and to fly is to fall
Falling into your soul, flying high above all.

Monday, January 12, 2004

Fire and Water

There is a polar bind between us
Fire and Water combined
These opposites attract each other
Each one in us we find.

This magnetism I feel is strong
impossible to break
Time becomes irrelevant
For time I want to take.

Each moment passes, each day anew
I cannot feel a thing
Except the glow I feel within
It makes me want to sing!

There are no words to convey
Exactly how I feel
Your touch, your smile, your eyes, your soul
It all feels too unreal.

This bond we share is powerful
The attraction is so strong
There really is no explanation
Except that we belong.